I've wasted an awful lot of January so far. When I finally have time for 'creativity' I am either too tired or not in the mood. I got up at 6.30 this morning and it took until 10.00am before I could finally set aside time to paint some papers for a project I want to do. I spent about one hour on this from preparation to clear up and then the guilt set in. I have a pile of ironing yet to do and I never catch up with household chores. Nothing ever seems to get completed. I am frustrated to say the least.
Anyway. I will continue to set aside time for 'wasteful' activities because I need time away from the monotonous and mundane life I am currently living. I need to experiment and practise with different paints and paper if I am ever to progress in the field of art and craft. I will find a way to slot it into my daily activities and just accept that I am going to feel guilty.
