Wednesday, 11 May 2011
Stitching and Thinking
When I left the office more than a decade ago, I never envisaged that I wouldn't return. The day I left I was rosy cheeked and full of optimism. The years have taken their toll on me. I don't have the energy for office politics anymore. I don't have the energy to dance to someone else's tune. I will have to work for myself.
The problem is I don't know what I WANT to do! I don't know what I CAN do! My confidence is low at the moment and I don't feel that I am capable of doing anything. I have been 'stuck' like this for a long time as regular readers of this blog will know. I am unable to move forward. Unable to reclaim my identity as me and not just 'Mum'. Who knows where I am going to end up? On the scrap heap no doubt if I don't start making decisions soon.
For now, it is back to the cross-stitch. At least that is one area where I am making progress.