Tuesday, 20 March 2012
I have recently found out that a dear neighbour is terminally ill and another has bowel cancer. I thank my lucky stars that I am in general good health apart from what is ailing me at the moment. I wondered if subconsciously, I am feeling unwell now so that I can deal with the inevitable pain of loss in a few months time when I will be required to be strong and supportive to the bereaved.
I feel world-weary. I can't even hear the birds singing today. The mind is a powerful tool. I am sensible enough to accept that fact. I think I need to put myself in the mindset of being well and then hopefully I will be well again.
.............................I have just heard birdsong. Life goes on.