Wednesday, 6 March 2013
As the daffodil above, I am spent. Disappointment after disappointment. How much can a person endure? I recently had an experience that knocked me for six (whatever that means), and have been unable to bounce back. Embarrassingly, I walk around with my eyes brimful of water and the tears can start to overflow at anytime and anywhere, and I don't have the ability to control it. If there is such a thing as an afterlife I will be surely be coming back as a watering can, a watery receptacle, but at least one that has a purpose.
Hopefully this is just a blip and as the weather improves, so will my somewhat fragile state of mind. I have a major Birthday coming up and I think that has heightened my sensitivity to the things going on in my life. I also have a major milestone coming up in the amount of blog posts I have written over the years.
Blogging is a major part of my life now. An on line diary for the World to see. An ordinary person finding her ordinary life an uphill struggle and exposing her vulnerabilities to the Universe.
Evolve was my word choice for 2013. I think Endure is more appropriate now.
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