Tuesday, 30 July 2024
Thursday, 25 July 2024
Wednesday, 24 July 2024
Sunday, 21 July 2024
Community Posts and YouTube Reminder
Just a reminder that I post every day on my YouTube Community page. It is easily accessible from my YouTube Home page from the options across the top of the page underneath the banner.
My YouTube channel is gaining some momentum now, since I post twice a week. I usually do a video with abstract art as a theme on Tuesday and on Thursday it is a post related to collage or something else. It has been more than two years of refining, planning and consistently putting up videos and even showing my face sometimes which is excruciating for an introvert such as me.
YouTube has been a wonderful creative outlet and kept me on my toes with trying to grapple with technology and the unknown whilst still being productive in other areas of my life.
I recently shared the image above on my community page. I was clearing away my art materials and was drawn to a newly primed birch-wood panel. Grabbing the panel, I quickly penciled in an outline of a profile and then set to painting with acrylic paints. I was astounded with what I produced in minutes and have no idea where the image came from. It was instantaneous intuition! I still need to work on the painting but now I am scared of ruining it! Ha ha!
Well, I think that is all I have to mention for now.
Simone x
Thursday, 18 July 2024
Tuesday, 16 July 2024
Friday, 12 July 2024
Community Posts on YouTube
Thursday, 11 July 2024
Tuesday, 9 July 2024
Saturday, 29 July 2023
Friday, 14 July 2023
Thursday, 6 July 2023
Saturday, 1 July 2023
Saturday, 23 July 2022
Jersey Tiger Moth
Jersey Tiger moth seen from the inside - looking outside the dining room window.
Taken with phone camera.
Wednesday, 13 July 2022
Friday, 8 July 2022
Friday, 1 July 2022
Friday, 6 August 2021
Follow On Post
Outside another church I found this well maintained cultivated space secreted behind a hedge. A place of reflection or respite perhaps. I didn't notice a man sleeping on the next bench who my son pointed out to me before I got snap happy with my camera phone. London is a place of extremes in fortune and misfortune and everything in-between.
Friday, 30 July 2021
Tentative Steps
I took a train to the City of London yesterday. Less than half and hour from my house to Liverpool Street station. I've not been on a train or any public transport since well before lock-down in 2020.
The trains are different now. The seats run parallel either side of the train and you can see right down through the carriages. There are information screens and charge points for digital devices. There are bendy sections between the carriages.
The station looked different to last time I passed through. Machines that once dispensed drinks, sweets and crisps and even longer ago - cigarettes, now offered disposable masks, gloves and hand sanitizing gels. Everything looked clean and litter free and - sanitized.
A surreal experience and although not exceptionally busy I felt as though I had woken from a long coma and entered a new reality.
I remembered the station toilets as being smelly places frequented by drug users. There was a small change charge to use them and you had to go through a turnstile to gain access. Yesterday I was pleasantly surprised to see that the toilets were easily accessible with no outer doors - just doors to the cubicles. The toilet flush, soap, water and hand dryer were all touch free. It was hygienic and well maintained.
Outside the station, I wandered around Spitalfields and Bishopsgate. A market was taking place selling handcrafted items, clothes, vintage and antique goods. A trader smiled and told me there was no charge for looking.
Towards lunchtime it started getting increasingly busy in the market and my son and I legged it across to the falafal shop where we had lunch and watched the world go by.
I stocked up on some Montezuma chocolate in the shop next door before we made our way back to the station.
An albeit brief visit to London, it was my first tentative steps getting back into society again. Overwhelming sensory experience had me sleeping like a baby on my return.
Wednesday, 21 July 2021
No Longer Crafting
It has been a long time coming Long overdue, I am selling/disposing much of what I have built up over the last 30+ years. I am not the same person that I was when I first started 'collecting' craft materials.
I feel quite sick at the hours wasted on buying and hoarding all this stuff. I no longer identify as a crafter. Although I want to be shot of reminders of my past self, it is a wrench to let go products that were a buffer between me and my depression. With hindsight, buying stuff made me feel better and I justified buying craft materials with the excuse that I could use them to make things to bring in an income. What I should have been doing was working on my self image and investing in looking after my own mental and physical health.
I don't know who reads this blog anymore (apart from a handful of cherished regular readers) but I want to warn them about the craft habit. If you talk to crafters a lot of them buy craft products and hoard them without actually ever using them. They convert spare rooms into craft rooms and sheds into craft dens. If you are young or have recently discovered craft don't be drawn into believing you need to have everything. I truly believe my craft habit was an addiction. We often hear about drug addicts and alcoholics but not so often about other forms of addiction. Yes, excess drugs and alcohol is a form of self harm and can lead to death but I would suggest that any form of addiction is harmful to the addict and to those close to them.
This blog has been mainly about craft over the years but weirdly a lot of people that read it aren't particularly into craft! I guess it is like people that watch cooking shows but don't actually do any cooking themselves!
I don't know which direction to take this blog into now if at all. What on earth can I talk about? Any ideas?






